tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81497825138246089542024-03-13T20:58:27.973+00:00philharryashcroftPhil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.comBlogger58125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-37777816395860817152012-05-01T09:26:00.002+01:002012-12-19T11:23:18.543+00:00A poem featuring Mick Jagger....'It's got rhythm'.<h4 style="text-align: center;">
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We found Mick Jagger's corpse:</div>
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it was next to the computer,</div>
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tastefully screened by a curtain</div>
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with a William Morris print</div>
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Strawberry Thief, I think.</div>
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No foul play was involved</div>
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or even suspected.</div>
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I checked the paperwork.</div>
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The corpse was legally ours.</div>
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We noted the slim ankles,</div>
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sculpted, atheletic,</div>
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that had twitched and jived</div>
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through so many gigs.</div>
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We noticed the bulge in the crotch,</div>
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all the places the limp gristle</div>
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it concealed, had been.</div>
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The face was an albino prune.</div>
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We nodded with interest</div>
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at the famous Jagger lips,</div>
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the saliva dried to a crust,</div>
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lips that had quivered and pouted,</div>
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sneered, drawled, kissed even.</div>
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the nails so perfectly manicured,</div>
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though the skin was now acquiring,</div>
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the texture of tripe.</div>
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On the third day, </div>
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coming out.</div>
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At our age</div>
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Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-54686150333111494142011-09-16T21:48:00.002+01:002012-02-20T21:54:42.754+00:00Toe StoriesI'm squeamish about injuries to toes. Sharon and I talked about this over a bottle of wine. We discussed various mishaps our toes had suffered over the years. She once had a woman tread on her big toe in stiletto heels which caused her excruciating pain. When I was about nine years old I a bully, Billy Miller, a big red haired brute of a kid whose name is etched on my psyche for ever, stamped on my big toe . This hurt a lot. I felt something crack but never went to the doctor and whatever injury I'd received healed on its own. I can't remember the pain very well but I do remember the feeling of humiliation that went with it.<br />
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I'm writing a book [probably unpublishable due to bad grammar and weirdness] about my childhood in the West of Scotland. This has thrown up some wonderful memories and some bad ones such as the encounter mentioned above.<br />
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This is another bad one [sorry, I'll write about the wonderful ones another time] : Ronny Smith, who was sometimes my best friend, told me his father had been in Holland as a prisoner of war and was forced to dredge silt from a canal in the company of some Dutchmen. They used spades and wore no boots on their feet. One Dutchman chopped his spade into his big toe. He crawled onto the dyke. The big toe was hanging by a piece of skin. The Dutchman cut through this with his penknife. Then bled to death. <br />
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This story haunted me. I used to think about it when I was on my own in my bedroom. <br />
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I wished I hadn't remembered it. But it helps me understand why I'm squeamish about toes.Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-9839128101410295862011-08-11T10:19:00.002+01:002011-08-11T10:26:32.231+01:00One hundred million opinions.I'm horrified by the rioting but I can't say I'm surprised at it. Trouble has been simmering away in the background for years.<br />
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Before I go any further I apologise for adding my opinion to the 100 million opinions on this topic that have already been expressed in print, on blogs, in pubs, amongst friends and so on. <br />
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I would also like to remind anyone who reads this that <em>explanations are not justifications. </em>Just because I try to understand why people riot does not mean that I condone their actions. In fact I'd definitely fight back if my community was threatened.<br />
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What I am curious about is the mindset of the rioters. What is going on in their heads? How do they justify their actions? They no doubt do; they might not be educated but they are not stupid. How do they see the world they find themselves in? <br />
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These are uncomfortable questions for us all because we love to demonise others. It is one of the great dirty pleasures of being human. I do it myself. Three or four pints of beer and I 'm saying all chavs/NOW reporters/social workers/traffic wardens/public school boys/fruit and veg traders/ local council officials/Daily Mail readers/Co-op Bank staff/psychiatrists/Jeremy Clarksons or whoever else has happened to upset me during the day should be shot, tortured, castrated, sent to live in Coalville, and worse. Ranting is such fun! No doubt a scientist will tell us 'research shows it activates the pleasure centres of the brain'. But scientists are just a bunch of f...g geeks aren't they?<br />
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Demonising is a process that is opposed to empathising. Empathising is what I'm talking about. What would be interesting would be to hear what rioters say about themselves and their actions. Of course this would not be popular, but it might help us to diagnose the sickness that afflicts our society.<br />
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Another note: empathy is not sympathy. <br />
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In the course of adult life I've talked to quite a lot of bad and mad people and have found it illuminating to discover their paranoid views of the universe, that is the real or imaginary entities that are their demons. These include Galactic conspirators, the Mekon, Muslims, anyone from Africa, Social Services, the Illuminati, the Marcone, Communists, Capitalists, Zionists, the Insect People, Irishmen...It's hard to distinguish the insane from the political and the religious. <br />
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Likewise with the rioting tribes: they will have a shared view of the world , they will have their demons. Knowing what these are will be help solve the problems we face collectively. We can guess what some of these are: the police, immigrants, the middle classes and so on. The rioters are part of the great stinking, sticky mass of discontent, anger, frustration, depression, envy, greed, that sits in the middle of our society, that we all contribute to. It needs to be dealt with before - and this is my great fear- it is exploited by political extremists. Check out history and be frightened.<br />
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Apologies if I sound like a vicar or an opinion column in the Independent.Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-10523899278641270412011-05-03T16:33:00.002+01:002011-05-03T16:57:48.960+01:00The Fable of the Eyeglass. Lee Brilleaux 1967.<div style="margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-zDXRp0kee2Q/TcAgb99bubI/AAAAAAAAAKE/u0rYrqjx84U/s1600/Scan0015-2.jpg"><img alt="" border="0" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-zDXRp0kee2Q/TcAgb99bubI/AAAAAAAAAKE/u0rYrqjx84U/s400/Scan0015-2.jpg" /></a> </div><div style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-mmlrSDPAsTw/TcAhjGOqZRI/AAAAAAAAAKU/Nbw71QCZn5o/s1600/Scan0016-2.jpg"><img alt="" border="0" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-mmlrSDPAsTw/TcAhjGOqZRI/AAAAAAAAAKU/Nbw71QCZn5o/s400/Scan0016-2.jpg" /></a></div><div style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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We do lots of Green Men in pewter. Here are some Sharon has done recently. They include a smiling Green Man we did as an order. Personally I don't think the Green man ought to smile but this one was done for a special occasion so I suppose an exception is acceptable.<br />
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I usually have a pewter Green man as the centre piece of our display on the market or craft fair. He always attracts attention. This goes beyond fashion. He strikes a chord with how many people feel about the world. People ask me: What does he mean? I can't give a straight answer to that because I don't really know. Books on the subject give all sorts of answers to this question from the full blown New Age interpretations in which he is seen as a Pagan deity, to the prosaic, scholarly ones that ascribe no meaning to him at all. <br />
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My view is that we invest him with with the deep feelings we have about Nature. We are animals that have lost touch with our senses and, therefore, struggle to connect with the natural world. We yearn to be reunited with it. The Green Man offers path by which we can do this. He invokes that sense of the numinous that we get hints of now and then from walking in the woods, watching the sun set over the sea, creating a garden or watching birds. <br />
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Personally, trees give me that special feeling of connection with Nature particularly oak trees such as these ones in an area of old parkland near where I live. These trees and others like them are the source of our inspirarion for our Green Men pictures. I took this photo on a bright misty morning last winter:<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">A cold day in march 2008. The first time I'd met up with Rico for decades. Just experienced that shock you get when someone you knew well in your teens appears and you find them totally changed. Then you blink and they are exactly the same person. No doubt it was the same for Rico. Who was this grey haired guy with funny ideas that got into trouble with him at Sweyne School!? B<em>leedin' 'ell it's 'arry! You all right mate</em>? Odd memories sneak back. I recall Rico and I sniggering as we watched Lee write PHALLUS [a portent of things to come, eh?] in large letters on the back of the school notice board just before we all got caught and hauled up in front of Mister Bowman, the Headmaster, for interrogation and punishment.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Hadleigh Castle is a potent psychogeographical location for me. I used to go there on a summer's evening after it had been locked up, climb over the railings and ascend the tower, the one behind the sound guy in the above photos, and sit there and look down at Canvey and all the oil installations along the estuary. You could smell the burning oil from the cat crackers when the wind blew from the south west and as the sun set the 'towers burning' would become brighter and more ominous and more like the last panel - Hell- of the Bosche Triptych. I think we made this comparison even then. Fancying myself as a yogi, I sometimes sat in the lotus position and chanted Om Mani Padme Hum. We did things like that in those days. It was the late Sixties after all. Looking back I can still sense the strange romantic optimism of the time. I still feed on that feeling. It helps dispel the sense of gloom that the current world gives me.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">I was pleased that Julien and George tuned into the atmosphere of the place and the period. Almost uncanny it was.</div>Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-64555103451850800762011-01-01T10:56:00.001+00:002011-01-18T13:47:04.678+00:00Hull, the Hull Boat House and a Happy New Year<span style="font-size: 0px;"></span><br />
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</div><div align="left">For New Year some people go to Costa Rica, some to Las Vegas, some to Trafalgar Square, some to the cupboard under the stairs [a sensible choice if you ask me] others to bed early. Us? We go to Hull, Kingston on Hull, an exotic location on the North Bank of the Humber. I am not using the term 'exotic' ironically. Hull is like Glastonbury, a place where the Dreamtime mingles with the Mundane, only it's darker and more sinister, absinthe to Glastonbury's cider and Magic Mushrooms. </div><div align="left"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">*</div><div style="text-align: left;">Psychogeographically Hull is near the edge of the world which you can find, if you are interested, between Spurn and Bridlington at the crumbling clay lip of the Holderness coast beyond which there is nothing but sea and mist.</div><div align="center">*</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div>Hull has always attracted poets, mystics and maniacs. It's cheap to live there and there's plenty of urban and maritime dereliction to inspire an avant garde art work or two. However it ought to come with a Health Warning: <em>Living in Hull can induce psychosis, drug dependency or alcoholism</em>. That is not meant as a criticism of the place but simply a testimony to its mystic power. I love the place. I lived there for three years and those three years haunt and inspire me still.<br />
<div align="center">*</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div>Mike Bisby, one of my oldest, dearest and craziest friends, is our host whenever we visit Hull. Mike is the guy to talk to if you want to get beyond guidebook platitudes to the real stuff of the place. Currently he is working, with some friends, on a project to turn the old Hull Rowing Club into a centre for artistic activities, particularly those of a more adventurous kind. <br />
<div style="text-align: center;">*</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div>The building was the home of Paul Burwell an experimental musician, Wikipedially defined as 'a thaumaturge and percussionist', who, sadly, died in 2007. I understand that there was some mystery around the exact circumstances of his death but it is certain that the Demon Drink had an involvement.<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">*</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div>Mike and his associates are having to work hard to realise their dream. They have had to contend with many difficulties in their work. Vandals, leaking roofs, Japanese Knotweed, boats stuck in trees and the general disorder of the site have all been problematic.<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">*</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div>Mike took me for a tour round. I found the atmosphere intense and disturbing as though all kinds of invisible forces were tussling with each other in the ethers. I felt odd little nervous twinges in my body and a simultaneous feeling of attraction and repulsion to the place. It made me want to embark on some grand artistic enterprise but I couldn't formulate anything in words. The influence of the place is still gestating in my mind. I feel like I might enter a trance and start speaking in tongues in my attempt to express it. So here I am waiting for something to emerge...<br />
<div style="text-align: center;">*</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div>I took some photos during our visit which, I think, convey some sense of the Boat House. The ambiance of the surrounding landscape is in harmony, if that is the right word, with whatever it is that the Boat House is. On one side there is the sluggish River Hull on the banks of which are various derelict buildings and industrial sites. On the other a rather uncared for park, scrubland featuring assorted inner city detritus and a huge wind generator nicknamed, Mike tells me, Anubis, the Jackal Headed God, because when one of its blades is momentarily pointing straight down the other two blades look, respectively like Anubis' snout and the ears. Anubis was the Egyptian God who protected the dead and brought them safely to the Afterlife.<br />
<div align="center">*</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div>Our visit to the Boat House took place on the last day of the decade. A day of endings but also a day from which to look forward to new beginnings.<br />
<div style="text-align: center;"> *</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>Writing this nearly two weeks after our visit, I find myself beset with a complex set of emotions that include both gloom and optimism. I feel that what I've written is incomplete. I want to say more, but don't know what that more is...</div><div></div><div align="center"></div>Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-18277374962517625522010-12-23T16:58:00.000+00:002010-12-23T18:43:26.041+00:00Carol Singing round the Village: a vermifuge for Xmas earworms. And why I feel sad every Festive Season.<strong>Tuesday Evening: carol singing around Eaton to raise money for Dove Cottage.</strong><br /><br />Nothing like a bit of rousing carol singing for expelling ear worms. I had suffered an infestation of Slade's <em>Merry Christmas Everyone </em>which I'd picked up on Melton Market earlier in the day but few verses of 'We wish you a Merry Christmas!' and it was subdued. No doubt it is still lurking ready to strike again. Strict aural hygiene will have to be observed: earplugs if I venture into shopping centres, no TV, care exercised when I try to tune the radio.<br /><br />I really enjoyed the singing. No doubt a scientific paper somewhere demonstrates that we sing because it releases a special hormone, enhances social cohesion, produces vitamin B12 or whatever, but such explanations are really just the verbal reductionism of obsessive geeks who want to put all kinds of raw human experience into manageable boxes. Singing is good, it's nice to be with other people who are also singing, makes you feel connected: it's as simple as that.<br /><br />It was stunningly cold around the village, but that was part of the experience, as was looking into other people's houses, which is always fascinating. In most houses the phantasmagorical flickering of coloured lights could be glimpsed through windows: the product of the big TV screens. It worried me [ me being me this is the kind of thing that worries me] that so many people were just sitting there in an hypnotic stupor sucking in the banal nonsense that 'viewing' consists of these days. Shouldn't they be reading books, writing bad poetry [my options], practising hobbies, meditating, feasting, participating in orgies, taking drugs, planning world domination...? No they just appeared to be slouched on the couch. This gave me one of those moments of <em>angst</em> that arise in me every Christmas. I can't help it. I can't help seeing [surely we all can?] the dullness and loneliness beneath the noise and bright lights and, in particular, the isolation of the old.<br /><br />This feeling was intensified when we sang 'Silent Night' in front of Mister S's door. His wife died a few weeks ago. He listened to us and when we finished, wept. We were going to conclude with a noisy chorus of <em>We Wish you a Merry Christmas. </em>But we were struck silent. The stark sorrow of Mister S crushed our jollity. We stood and looked at Mister S. He stood and looked at us, not only sad, but embarrassed too. An Englishman crying. Had we been Italian we would have rushed to him and hugged him and wept with him. But we were English. We muttered goodnight and continued our rounds.<br /><br />The incident is with me still, making me feel sad. I don't want anyone to cheer me up either. That would be false.<br /><br />Christmas:underneath the glitter, the horror. The horror which we should all acknowledge and then do something about. The plight of the sick and the homeless is obvious, but that of the lonely is hidden away in rooms in warm houses all round the country.<br /><br />Sorry if this sounds bleak and sermonising. Anyway my resolution for 2011: do something about the loneliness we all share.<br /><br />Choir Practise. Perhaps that's what we need.Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-19114096260236318632010-11-24T18:36:00.000+00:002010-11-24T18:35:37.710+00:00<!DOCTYPE HTML PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD HTML 4.0 Transitional//EN"> <HTML><HEAD> <META content="text/html; charset=iso-8859-1" http-equiv=Content-Type> <META name=GENERATOR content="MSHTML 8.00.6001.18904"> <STYLE></STYLE> </HEAD> <BODY bgColor=#ffffff> <DIV> <P style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal align=center><B style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB>Midsummer 2010</SPAN></B><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB>Today, at Waitrose, I thought that I'd passed on.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB>The broad aisles gleamed, the punters in a daze<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB>drifted, eyes glazed, about their retail maze.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB>The chillers chanted mantras OM & OM & </SPAN><?xml:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" /><st1:place><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB>OM</SPAN></st1:place><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB> <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB><o:p> </o:p></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB>At dusk I sip my 'Best Shiraz', eat cheese<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB>and fruit,<SPAN style="mso-spacerun: yes"> </SPAN>savour my new Amazon books <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB>Oh? 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Moths flitter, the moon's bright:<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P> <P style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class=MsoNormal><SPAN style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang=EN-GB>I raise my glass and toast the Earth, <I style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal">Good Night.<o:p></o:p></I></SPAN></P></DIV> <!-- SPAMfighter Signature --> <br><hr>I am using the Free version of <a href="http://www.spamfighter.com/len">SPAMfighter</a>.<br />SPAMfighter has removed 4858 of my spam emails to date.<br /><br />Do you have a <a href="http://www.spamfighter.com/SLOW-PCfighter?cid=sigen">slow PC?</a> Try free scan! </BODY></HTML> Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-3936969706695355262010-11-12T15:11:00.000+00:002010-11-12T15:46:13.123+00:00Remembrance Sunday<p style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal" align="left"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><p style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal" align="left"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></p><p style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal" align="center"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:18;" lang="EN-GB" ><span style="font-size:130%;">Reminiscences of a Desert Rat on Remembrance Sunday</span></span></b></p><p style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal" align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong> </p><p style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal" align="center"> </p><p style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal" align="left"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:18;" lang="EN-GB" ><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></span></b></p><p style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal" align="center"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:100%;" lang="EN-GB" ><?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></span></b></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Last November on the way to Church, the War came back,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Anointed with Old Spice, Brylcreemed, in trilby and Mac<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">I paused. An amber haze from the lamp set in the wall <o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Did something to my eyes. It seemed to me a pall<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Of mist drifted amongst the quiet lichened graves<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">And coalesced into a shape, an animal, a dog, Dave's<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Dog, a yellow scrawny tyke, that arrived<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">From out the desert somewhere near Tobruk. How it survived,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">God only knows. It had a taste for rotten meat<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">A bit like Dave, we joked. She licked his feet, <o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Size twelve, he didn't seem to mind.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">They were, we all concurred, two of a bloody kind.</span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal" align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>~</strong></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal" align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:130%;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Rita, he called her, she sat in the truck<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">On the retreat to Alamein. Said she brought him luck.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">At Hellfire Pass strafed by a one-o-nine<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">They emerged without a scratch. Later, a mine<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Went off by the truck. Bert Allsop got the blast<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Dave and Rita were unscathed, Bert didn't last.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Rita sniffed Bert's ruined guts. Dave grinned,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Nerves, I suppose, tugged Rita back. The wind<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Blew tyre smoke in our faces as we buried Bert,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Digging by the roadside, deep in the 'gyptian dirt,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Beyond the reach of dogs, of foxes, flies.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Poor Bert, a fine spin bowler, rests under foreign skies.</span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal" align="center"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;"><o:p><strong>~</strong></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:130%;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">We got to Alamein where the War turned round,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Followed the tanks, recovered our lost ground.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">We left Dave in the cab, heard him talk to her,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">He seemed to forget she was a scabby, desert cur.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">At Mersa Matruh, we got shelled by eighty eights<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">One hit the Mess tent, smashed five of my mates.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">That night we couldn't find Dave. He'd gone,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Over the scrub, towards the German lines alone.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">I had a shufti, found Dave, well what was left of him<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">He'd trod on a debollicker, been ripped limb from limb.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Found Rita too, well she'd got a tasty treat…</span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">I stabbed her with my bayonet, made sure she was dead meat.</span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal" align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>~</strong></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal" align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></strong></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:130%;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:130%;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:130%;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">The bell had ceased to toll as I approached the gate,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">I heard the murmur of the organ, I was bloody late,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">Not like me, I thought, and thought of Dave and Bert,<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">The mist had dispersed, but not the bloody hurt.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">The church door opened and I took my musty pew<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="TEXT-ALIGN: justify; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB" lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-size:130%;">I knelt on my dusty hassock and prayed to start anew.<o:p></o:p></span></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"><span style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;font-size:14;" lang="EN-GB" ><o:p></o:p></span></p><p></p><p>This poem is dedicated to my Dad who never told me what he saw in North Africa in the war.<br /><!-- SPAMfighter Signature --><br /><hr /><br />I am using the Free version of <a href="http://www.spamfighter.com/len">SPAMfighter</a>.<br />SPAMfighter has removed 4838 of my spam emails to date.<br /><br />Do you have a <a href="http://www.spamfighter.com/SLOW-PCfighter?cid=sigen">slow PC?</a> Try free scan! <p></p>Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-59323620296698321872010-11-09T09:18:00.001+00:002011-03-07T11:51:06.557+00:00Hitler's BrainLast night I dreamed of Hitler's brain. It had been sliced up roughly and put in a casserole dish. I looked down at it and felt privileged to view the tissue that had ordered the invasion of Russia.<br />
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As I came to and hovered in that pleasant realm between dreams and morning cups of tea, I thought there must be a set of neurones that when fired, make one invade Russia and do all sorts of other crazy things, such as watching Celebrity Come Dancing or Eastenders. Between those that induce watching the latter and those that make one invade Russia there must be an overlap, as surely, the neurones for 'East', 'End', and 'Murder' are involved both activities.<br />
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Which makes me think- or sets off lots neurones abuzzing- that a Mad Neuroscientist might infiltrate the Eastenders script writing team and devise a means of inducing some kind of electronic glitch in the viewers' brains so that they collectively rush out and invade Russia.<br />
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Or perhaps I've got it all wrong. Perhaps we just bully our brains into doing bad things. What would Hitler's brain say<em>? I said to him, Adolf, you dumb schmekel, use your brain [i.e. ME] ! DO NOT invade Russia. It'll all end in tears. Don't say I didn't warn you! But that schmuck went and did it any way and now</em> I<em> get the blame. You don't know what it's like being inside the head of a madman!</em><br />
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Then if his brain wrote his [or her] Confessions the other organs might want to cash in. We might, for example, have <em>The Dropped Bollock: I was Adolf' Hitler's lost testicle. </em><br />
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Just had a nasty thought [well another one]: if brains <em>are</em> to blame and there is a brain cell for everything, would it be possible for our Mad Neuroscientist to fire off the set of neurones that would make me think I am Sarah Palin, don a Grayson Perry frock, climb up a telegraph pole and sit up there singing 'I'm forever blowing bubbles, pretty bubbles in the air'? And would I be sectioned or would I win the Turner Prize?<br />
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Anything is possible.<br />
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<em></em>Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-53436476272508672282010-11-08T15:45:00.000+00:002010-11-09T09:11:26.437+00:00The Predictors of BeaconicityLovely day on Cambridge Market yesterday: air crisp and chill, ringing of church bells, low sun creating shadow patterns in the intricate details of the buildings, the scent of bacon and fresh coffee wafting across the market place, people strolling about looking relaxed, blue skies above with the occasional cauliflower of white cloud evoking a mystic thrill.<br /><br />The only spoiler was the information from Phil on the cheese stall that the church bells are Ersatz: produced by a recording not by real live sweaty campanologists toiling away in their church towers. Fortunately there is still plenty of the real in Cambridge to counterbalance this disturbing deviation into Disneyesque territory. However the local Tourist people need to be on their guard in case they start presenting Cambridge as 'The Cambridge Experience'. That, is as an expensive non-experience. We have enough of that sort of thing in Melton with Ye Olde Porke Pie Shoppe. Perhaps our local council will devise an 'old pork pie experience' for visitors. Might bring a smile to touring Cockneys...?<br /><br />In the afternoon I was delighted to receive a visit from my old and dear friend, Dick, who initiated me into the deeper mysteries of Local Government Bollixspiel. Dick works for a Housing Department. <em>We are now a Predictor of Beaconicity,</em> he tells me and grins as a look of total perplexity contorts my face. I think he's made it up but he's not. There is <em>Beaconicity </em>and organisations can become <em>Predictors </em>of it. Dick explained what it meant but I could not grasp the concept; it was too nebulous. I think it was something to do with people in offices showing people in other offices how to go about things properly. Houses didn't seem to come into it.<br /><br />I think I might write I sci fi story: <em>The Predictors of Beacon City </em>in which the Predictors, a malevolent priesthood, dressed in steampunk robes, swan about in an Egyptian cityscape which features a dramatic Tower at the top of which burns a Mysterious Fire. The Predictors job is to go around being nasty to homeless people. These latter, wretched but nice, are eventually redeemed by a maverick Predictor, who having endured an arduous climb to the top of the Tower, has a Divine encounter with Horus and realises his Divine Mission is to set things right. He then descends, eyes glazed with Righteousness, and kills the bad guys in a orgy of divinely sanctioned fury. The climatic scene would involve lots of blood and entrails being flung about. Afterwards all the homeless people get a nice Council flat to live in. People would be able to understand that.Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-52896173659120517072010-10-23T20:11:00.000+01:002010-10-23T20:36:13.324+01:00EconomicsEconomics is a subject I don' t profess to understand, particularly the 'macro' version. I suspect most politicians are in the same boat but daren't admit it. Hence they have no idea what the outcome of the policies that the Government are now pursuing will be. They just cheer and boo according to their tribal loyalties.<br /><br />I do suspect, however, that some politicians, the rich ones to be specific, know very well where these policies are leading, that is to the impoverishment and degradation of many people, and this they find delightful. They find it delightful because they enjoy feeling wealthy and this sensation is enhanced by the increasing the level of poverty of amongst the majority of us. The feeling of 'I am rich' relies on this relativity. This feeling is the most wonderful thing in the world to this group. It makes them glow with self satisfaction and self importance especially when they indulge in a titillating and conspicuous act of charity.Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-37976307663717948802010-10-18T15:11:00.000+01:002010-10-21T19:43:32.113+01:00A1 Revelations Part 1One of the worst things about doing what I do for a living is that I have to get up <em>very early</em> on a Sunday morning and therefore cannot go out on a Saturday Night and drink myself into a drooling sentimental stupor with my fellow Englishmen.<br /><br />The pain of getting out of bed at 5.30 A.M. is intense. Sharon's Blackberry makes a cheerful little calypso noise that chops through my dreams like a guillotine. The feeling is, I imagine, like that of the child in Philip Pullman's 'Northern Lights' being separated from his daemon. I do my ablutions, go downstairs. I wander around the kitchen, drink tea and stare about me, fart, look at the backs of my hands, fill my flask, scratch my nose, examine stains on the kitchen table with an idiotic intensity, rustle about for a CD to play in the car...Then Sharon shoves me out of the door and cold air hits me. This is another moment of pain. Followed by a sharp moment of pleasure as the early morning scents of damp meadow engulf me along with the soft sounds of early morning: scufflings in the hedge, a murmur from the rookery on Cat's Hill, a breeze softly rustling the yew tree by the shed.<br /><br /><br /><br />Sorry, these words don't do justice to the sensation I get: it's a jolt, a thrill; it's raw and chunky; it's a revelation. There I am in stale early morning domesticity of my kitchen ...then [roll of drums and guillotine noise]...out into the world, the <em>real</em> world. A <em>very</em> remarkable and beautiful place, in case you hadn't noticed. And when you have it all to yourself early on a Sunday Morning this fact seems to be cavorting about in the trees, yodelling.<br /><br />And, I know saying this puts me [unjustifiably] in the 'old Hippie' niche by those out there who think in cliches, but I have to say it:<br /><br /><div align="center">WOW! AMAZING! </div><br />And WOW! and AMAZING because it's wow-worthy and amazing and beautiful and ineffable and incontrovertibly there and alive. And why, I wonder, are there not more people out there applauding and cheering it, this Real World? Is it uncool or do they just not notice? Answers on a postcard please.<br /><br />Sorry haven't got anywhere near the A1. Haven't even started my old Fiat or scrapped the ice of the windscreen.Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-6371892721903623212010-10-13T10:25:00.001+01:002010-10-13T11:03:29.692+01:00Cambridge Market, Sunday 10th October.<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_xS90hjCoWs0/TLV_x7q2bfI/AAAAAAAAAG4/4Ai5MZLMd10/s1600/Au+bangles+002-1.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527464613474889202" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_xS90hjCoWs0/TLV_x7q2bfI/AAAAAAAAAG4/4Ai5MZLMd10/s400/Au+bangles+002-1.jpg" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_xS90hjCoWs0/TLV7M3_M9aI/AAAAAAAAAGw/hNzZ4GLzCvo/s1600/IMG_1383.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 251px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527459578784839074" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_xS90hjCoWs0/TLV7M3_M9aI/AAAAAAAAAGw/hNzZ4GLzCvo/s400/IMG_1383.JPG" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_xS90hjCoWs0/TLV7EjNuxCI/AAAAAAAAAGo/l1u3h7lzrt0/s1600/IMG_1382-1.JPG"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 267px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5527459435769676834" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_xS90hjCoWs0/TLV7EjNuxCI/AAAAAAAAAGo/l1u3h7lzrt0/s400/IMG_1382-1.JPG" /></a><br />Naama Yaron, a photographer from Israel sent me the two pics above of my stall. She cheered me up. I had a bad morning. No one wanted to buy anything. On the market you can sometimes feel the mood of the country [or so I imagine] and it was <em>fear</em> on Sunday: Cameron's cuts, jobs, the economy, the state of the World. Perhaps these currents are more tangible in Cambridge, pulsing, as it is, with some of the World's Best Brains. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I had also spilt ostrich burger juice down my shirt and this left a nasty brown stain. This caused me intense irritation. That's why I'm in my Tshirt.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Thank you, Naama, for buying the bangle which I hope you are enjoying wearing. Hope to see you next time you are in Cambridge.<br /></div><div>The bangles are great colours [see top pic]. We've put some on our website: archivescrafts.co.uk.<br /></div><div></div></div>Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-21402079155510984662010-09-30T21:42:00.000+01:002010-10-19T20:10:37.631+01:00Railway Lines & Ley Lines.Curious how you pull one memory out the hat and it tugs another out after it. After writing a blog entry a few weeks ago about Lee and I doing a 'play' in our RE class, I recalled that we were assisted by a classmate by the name of Stuart Lynn. He played a very creaky melodic accompaniment to our rendition of 'Yessir that's my Saviour' on his violin.<br /><br /><br />Then, tugging again at the Hat of Memory, I recalled that Stuart and another lad in our class, Trevor Wherret, went out cycling each weekend around South East Essex on their Raleigh bikes, [with Sturmey Archer three speed gears in the rear wheel hub, of course]. It's forty odd years ago but I presume, probably correctly, that they were clad in navy blue anoraks, black leatherette gloves and flapping grey flannel trousers held in check by cycle clips. I suspect that pockets held neatly folded linen handkerchiefs, Vic inhalers, neatly coiled pieces of hairy string, blue Bic pens, leather purses containing florins, half crowns and threepenny bits and other useful items.<br /><br /><br />Not an unusual activity for schoolboys of the period. All over the country similarly clad lads on identical bikes were pedalling away in all weathers burning off their adolescent energies. However the Wherret and Lynn* outings were unusual. They were conducted according to a strict timetable, the timetable of <em>Avery Rail</em>.<br /><br />Avery Rail was a transport system that comprehensively covered every town and village from Wickford to Shoeburyness. I believe that Canvey Island was excluded for technical reasons - not suitable terrain for track laying- and also, I surmise, because of the steepness of Benfleet Hill and the wildness of the natives.<br /><br />Avery Rail rolling stock, naturally, went along at the speed of a Raleigh bike. There was a summer timetable and a winter timetable. There were branch lines, termini, bus links, Sunday and Bank Holiday services. Stuart and Trevor made maps and painstakingly wrote out pages and pages of timetables. These were complete with asterisks and addenda, and so just as confusing as real timetables. At each station Stuart and Trev would dutifully halt their bikes for a prescribed period of time so that passengers would have sufficient time to embark and disembark.<br /><br /><br />An immense amount of work went into their project. It was a magnificent, if obsessive, feat of imagination, a psychogeographical artifice of the finest kind. It was also admirable because it was so useful for the community providing, as it did, safe, affordable, reliable transport. It was a stark contrast to the contorted cartography that Lee and I developed with our 'Map of the World' but we, nevertheless, considered their project to be <em>a thing of wonder</em> worthy of a wider audience.<br /><br /><br />However I have to confess I am not entirely free of obsessive behaviour. I used to spend an inordinate amount of time studying Ordnance Survey Maps. Actually, to be honest, I still do, especially when I'm a bit under the weather. I find examining, say, a tract of moorland in the West of Scotland soothing. I find going for imaginary walks around rugged declivities and along meandering burns strangely fulfilling. There are the delightful names you come across, too, Nick of the Balloch, the River Stinchar or -my favourite- Ferret of Keith Moor. The latter is a tract of drab heather moor just south of Greenock in case you want to know.<br /><br /><br />Essex O.S. Maps do not reveal much in the way of spectacular scenery. However if you take a ruler and a pencil you can find lines of mystic power, <em>Ley Lines.</em> There seem to be lots of Ley Lines in the Southend area with Rayleigh and Rochford as particularly significant foci.<br /><br />After I first found these in the early Seventies, I pointed them out to my friend Roy Carrington , the Thundersley Mystic, who nodded knowingly and said 'there's definitely something there'. They confirmed his contention that South East Essex was an area where 'The Higher Energies' traditionally manifested themselves. Hence the the Canewdon Witches, Cunning Murrell, the Black Dog and the traditional name for the area: The Witch Country. There certainly<em> is</em> something in the air but whether or not it corresponds to Roy's spiritualist/theosophical viewpoint I've no idea. Until the coming of the railways in Victorian times it was a backward area of marsh, woodland and scrub well off the beaten track, a fecund area for the breeding of superstition.<br /><br /><br />My researches included treks across the area in straight lines. This helps one induce the psychogeographical trance prescribed by Iain Sinclair for such expeditions and brings to your attention all kinds of previously unnoticed trees, graffiti, buildings and so on. I found these treks an enjoyable and welcome distraction, on my periodic visits to see my parents after I had left home, from the sense of suburban claustrophobia I used to endure in their Hadleigh bungalow. But the mystic revelations they I hoped they would induce never materialised. Interestingly [well to me] years later I was visited by dreams of brick pathways stretching from East London [Ackroydish, eh!] down to Essex. So the area does have a strong hold on my imagination.<br /><br /><br />Curiously, there were <em>no</em> ley lines going through Canvey Island.<em> </em>Roy Carrington was perceptive on the matter of Canvey. <em>It's a low place, </em>he remarked, nodding knowingly. Perhaps that's why it produced such amazing music.<br /><br /><br />I googled Trevor Wherret in the process of writing the above. Sadly the first item that came up was his obituary. He was a keen numismatist and had planned to make a film on the coins of Essex. I remember him as another outsider at school. The book in my satchel was the Tibetan Book of the Dead, in Lee's, The Good Soldier Svek, and in Trev's Tristram Shandy. He was a unique individual. I'd like to say something like God bless you or rest in peace, but I can't find the right words. All I can say is that I feel sadness. Here we are in this strange, ugly, beautiful world in which we occupy ourselves for a few years with work, reproduction and fantasy, then we leave. I've no idea where to, perhaps back into the strange imaginative matrix from which our souls originally emerged.<br /><br />* I always remember school friends by their surnames, as we were called by them by our teachers. We used elegant variations amongst ourselves, 'Slashcroft' in my case,for example.Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-88428318090564972372010-09-24T17:50:00.000+01:002010-09-24T17:58:13.383+01:00Indulging in meandering ruminations...Just in from a wet windy day [ you don't have to read this, it's just the meandering ruminations of tired marketeer] and feel as though I'm about to drop. [ Add your own self pitying whinges here, about half an hour's worth]. OK that's moaning done with.<br /><br />Sausages and mash now, with onion gravy.Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-83700872571709854012010-09-13T12:30:00.000+01:002012-03-07T09:44:51.600+00:00'I'm a Hog for You Baby...' / 'To His Coy Mistress'. Compare and contrast.<div align="center">
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My parents were typical East Enders: they aspired to semidetached respectability, never did the Okey Kokey, never used Cockney slang, considered punctuation, grammar and a knowledge of Scripture to be essential ingredients of the good life. My father was a devoted fan of West Ham. Leyton Orient was his second team. Cricket was his greatest pleasure though; he was a devoted follower of Essex County Cricket Club. </div>
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As I'm writing this I'm Youtubing some old ISB stuff. It's bringing a smile to my face. That's quite something for a cynic like me who habitually talks with his tongue in his cheek.<br />
Last year an oldish bearded Scotsman in a tartan waistcoat stopped at my stall on Melton Market to buy a present for his wife. It was Robin Williamson, and a very nice chap he was, I'm glad to report. Lovely musical cadences ran through his speech. We went to his gig in the evening at a local village hall. I enjoyed it. Robin's principal instrument was the Welsh Harp, the sweet romantic tone of which contrasted nicely with Robin's voice which was, I am glad to say, no longer the thin hippy thing it had been but grown up, gruff and flecked with experience, some of it, no doubt, hard. <br />
And all a long way from Canvey Island. But Robin has that quality that Lee had, even if their music was so different, of a having a special energy and colour. I'm trying to think of other people who I've met who have this same quality: they are few and far between. I must make a list.<br />
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<em></em></div>Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-82740546094658664962010-09-06T18:32:00.000+01:002012-03-07T09:48:53.147+00:00Psychogeography, Sweyne School and an ArmpitThere's times and places I return to when I'm half asleep.<br />
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Fairlie Glen in Scotland, for instance, when I was twelve. Where I used to crawl about in bracken, guddle for trout, climb trees and play 'commandos' with my friends. The rocks there fascinated me: grey basalt -frozen lava- towards the Kaim Hill, the waterfall over the Old Red Sandstone outcrop, boulders covered with bright green lichens, mosses and liverworts. The air was redolent with the aroma of pine trees, sodden peat, rotting leaves, fungal growth. There seemed to be a magic there that I could never get hold of, a magic that went beyond the merely rural and picturesque to include the terror of geological timespans, the power of Vulcanism and the bloody story of Scotland. This magic feeds my soul to this day.<br />
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When I was thirteen my family moved to Essex. I felt lost. The new landscape had none of the hard rocky bones of Scotalnd: it was clay, gravel, sand and mud which induced in me anomie and fretful boredom. In my new school, Rayleigh Sweyne, I felt out of place. Having a mild Scottish accent didn't help. Inevitably there was piss taking of the <em>Where's yer kilt 'aggis?</em> variety, but nothing as bad as what I had endured in my Scottish school. Words are just not as bad as the street ju-jitsu of the Scottish playpark which includes advanced spitting techniques. I was a victim somtimes because, in Scotland, I sounded English, my mum being from Forest Gate and my Dad being from Upton Park. It's hard to fit in the West of Scotland when your Dad's brought you up to sing 'I'm for ever blowing Bubbles' and those around you are singing 'Scot's wha hae wi Wallace bled.'<br />
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The horrible feeling of being an outsider I felt seemed part of the landscape visible from my new classroom: ribbon development, sour pony paddocks, stunted oaks, thickets of thorns concealing refuse chucked from passing vans, transport cafes...The only verticals were the electricity pylons that looked as though they had wandered in from all over the country for some tedious meeting. Sweyne was OKish academically I suppose. But it's Headmaster's humanistic vision of his pupils becoming good citizens who wouldn't litter, who had nice careers, who played the violin in their spare time who knew who T.S. Eliot was and understood the Periodic Table, just added to my sense of alienation.<br />
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I felt trapped. Fortunately in class 3B I made some good friends; John Wardropper [aka 'Crusher'], Roger Hare and Lee J. Collinson. Thirteen year old Lee loaned me his copy of Catch 22 , a thick Corgi paperback with a black and red cover. I just did not 'get' what it was saying at first. Then I had one of those great penny dropping moments of my adolescence. I 'got it', as they say these days.* Catch 22 become a reference book. With it's help we could chart our way through dull school days. Lee was Yossarian, of course. He had the same intelligent scepticism, the same sense that institutional life was crazy and that, for the sake of one's soul, must not be accepted as reality.<br />
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Our gang developed, called variously the Lovely Club, the Weasel Club or the Utterly Club depending on our whims and fancies. A uniform of waistcoats, pocket watches, cufflinks, ties worn like cravats emerged. There was some fighting, vandalism and general antisocial behaviour, but nothing really serious. The main thrust of our activities was the indulgence in gags, jests, mockery and the creation of little acts and stories. Lee and Crusher used to do an American style Evangelical rant preaching the saving graces of the Deity Charlie Pill . It was deeply offensive to anyone with strict and conventional relgious views and meant to be. There was elaborate Scotish rant that Lee and I developed featuring, myself as Hellfire preacher. We persuaded our RE teacher to allow us to perform it as a short play. This included a version of 'Yessir that's My Saviour!' with Lee playing the banjo and astounding the class with amazingly high energy solo. I concluded with the old gag about God on His Throne being distracted by the shrieks of Sinners burning in Hell. They bang desperately on the hatch next to throne. God opens it. The Sinners cry:<em> Oh Lord! We didna' ken!</em> God looks down at them, screws his face up into a Glaswegian grimace, tells them: <em>WELL YE KEN NOO!</em> And slams the heavy hatch shut, trapping a few fingers as He does so.<br />
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This stuff filled a void for me. I found a new kind of magic, one to do with words ideas and fantasies. The secret was: <em>You can imagine anything you like! </em><br />
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Somehow the dreary landscape receded and I felt better. In fact I think the landscape helped. It was so soul destroyingly dull we had to create our own world. And we remapped the real one too! [ See previous entry 'The Map of the World'.]<br />
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The armpit? I'll have to talk about that next time.<br />
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*I don't actually like this phrase 'getting it' but it's useful little cliche and I can' think of another expression just now.Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-8359182903939315342010-08-28T13:21:00.000+01:002010-08-28T15:09:27.839+01:00Psychogeographically speaking...I realised a few years ago after reading several books by Iain Sinclair [ 'London Orbital' and 'Downriver' in particular] that I've always been psychogeographer. I mean by this that wherever I go I'm exploring the feelings that arise in me in response to where I am. This goes beyond the physical experience of the place. I also get synasthetic or psychic sensations that I struggle to put into words, because, I suppose there are no words available for me to use in such a context.<br /><br /><br /><br />I have had to develop my on private vocabulary. For example, there's what I call 'The Midlands Feeling', 'The Hull Feeling', and 'The Essex Feeling'. The latter I can subdivide into 'The Canvey Feeling', 'The Rayleigh Feeling', ' The Benfleet Feeling' and so on. It's all rather clumsy, I admit, but it is inevitable if one is trying to get beyond the strait jacket imposed by 'normal language' which reflects consensus reality.<br /><br /><br /><br />Literature, art and music help us out of this strait jacket, when they are doing their job properly. Thus 'Great Expectations' invokes the atmosphere of the Thames Estuary, as does Conrad's 'Heart of Darkness'. It may surprise many people to find that the area has such a rich and dramatic psychogeoraphy. Manichean forces swirl about at dusk. The woods and scrubs harbour Witches and the Black Dog, a complex geometry of ley lines channels punches into the landscape like acupuncture needles.<br /><br />A recent expression of the energies present is embodied in the volcanic power of Doctor Feelgood. The original members of the band were deeply rooted in the nether lands of Canvey Island; they had to be to avoid being washed away. Geology affects character. Living on a mud bank reclaimed from the sea makes people sensitive to the power of the Moon; it makes them self reliant; it makess them sympathetic to others in similar places. Thus Canveyites [is that the correct term?] are predisposed to feel an affinity with the Dutch and, of course, with the lands of the Mississippi.Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-81151346183565440262010-08-14T12:31:00.000+01:002010-08-14T13:31:28.226+01:00Esperanto and hogs.Doctor Tim, drug expert and amateur surrealist, sends me a message on Facebook. He has recently acquired 'The Edinburgh Pocket Esperanto Dictionary' [1939 edition]. I ask him if he can translate into esperanto:<br /> <br />Í'm a hog for you baby, I can't get enough of your love.''<br /><br />In case you don't know, this is a traditional Essex folk song sung by a young man to his sweetheart. It was made famous local folk musicians, Doctor Feelgood. And, Roberto est onklo, within an hour or two the Tim gets back to me. The translation is:<br /><br />'Mi estas porkovi infanteo, mi ne povas recvi sufice da via kunigo.''<br /><br />I've tried to sing it, but somehow it doesn't sound right. I can see why esperanto never caught on.Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-29032443172087697112010-08-09T09:37:00.000+01:002010-08-09T14:02:00.041+01:00Things that stick in your Mind.People tell you things sometimes and they stick in your mind. When you're driving, waiting for a train, or in the small hours, when insomnia plagues you, they twiddle and twitch making you irritable and depressed.<br /><br /><br />Last Friday I was chatting in the pub with a neighbour. We were talking about beggars and their various styles of extracting money from passersby. I described the typical Cambridge species: he or she sits cross legged on a blanket, has matted hair, a scrawny dog that needs worming, and plays something squeaky on a tin whistle. He or she is irritating but harmless. My friend then told me of one he'd witnessed in Paris. She was an Eastern European gypsy. She lay with her head on the pavement with her hand, out stretched to receive offerings. From her mouth an ululating shriek rent the air. <em> It was nasty. It stayed with me all week.</em> Somehow I get a whiff of the horror. There's the scent of pogroms, diasporas, ethnic strife, murder in the cry. Like a curse it's followed me around. I've felt it sending a tremor through my cosy little world that I love so much, with its village pub, its runner beans, its books, its beer, its dental care,...all those things we take for granted. For some reason it prompts me to think of the deep, sacred silence that is held safe by the thick Norman walls of the old church that sits on the hillock above my house. That seems to help.<br /><br />Horrible, but in a different way: I read an account of a visit to a huge factory in the 'International Trade City' Yiwu in China. There the workers suffer horrendously long shifts and live in dormitories -slavery in all but name. One production line is dedicated to the manufacture of light up plastic Virgin Marys that are exported to every Catholic place of pilgrimage on Earth.<br /><br />I have been accused of being too serious. Sorry. So on 'a lighter note' I'll conclude with a 'humorous' item, like a well trained BBC newsreader. Tim, the Thespian Haberdasher sidled up to me last Saturday. He says to me, <em>I'm thinking of setting up a new business selling jackets, small barrels of beer, pickled cucumbers and pubic wigs. </em>He pauses to allow my puzzled frown to arrange itself. <em>It's going to be called Jerkins, Firkins, Gherkins and Merkins.</em>Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-65429221682138499892010-08-02T10:07:00.000+01:002010-08-09T14:07:28.317+01:00Easy as falling off a Blog... and books ...and a musical vermifuge<em>Procrastinations and perturbations....la la la la LA etc. etc. ad nauseum.</em><br /><br /><em></em><br />Afflicted with a Cliff Richard earworm again accompanied by the sickening eyeworm of the kitsch elf himself strutting and twitching on stage. At least I've added some of my own words.<br /><br /><br />I was considering my lifelong tendency to procrastinate which manifests itself even in the simple matter of maintaining a simple blog. There's the bigger issue, too, of career. I'm still wondering what to do when I leave school. [<em>What a waste! What a waste! ]*. </em>Worrying.<br /><br />As I reached this point in my meditation cheery Cliff bounced on to the scene! A man who knows where he's going. Perennial, evergreen, clean, Godly, his Mansion inside the the Gated Community called Paradise assured. A community of Saved Folk for whom every day is a Sunday full of cheery worship and Hosanas in which they can wander about in a bliss of [ self ] congratulations and jubilations.<br /><br /><br /><br />Honoured to have Mister Will Birch following my blog. His biography of Ian Dury is on my reading list for the summer. Ian produced such wonderful words. Reasons to be Cheerful indeed! He wasn't a perfect person, 'a flawed character' no doubt and not a brilliant father according to Zoe Street Howe's entertaining and insightful book on the relationship between rock stars and their progeny.<br /><br />I enjoyed reading Zoe's book because it avoids the usual dreary sensationalism that accompanies such an investigation. Zoe allows the sons and daughters to speak for themselves and, without succumbing to the temptation of doing a bit of pop psychologising, shows the difficulties and dilemmas they face with sympathy and wry humour.<br /><br />I found Frank Zappa to be one of the less comfortable figures. There was something chilling and empty about his libertarian parenting. I'd rather have Ozzy Osbourne as a Dad. Just. Pleased to see that Lee Brilleaux came out as a good Dad, which might surprise some people.<br /><br />By the way, if you find yourself afflicted by a Cliff Richard earworm, eyeworm, lungworm or tapeworm check out Mister Brilleaux with Dr. Feelgood on You Tube playing 'I'm a Hog for You Baby'. This will cleanse you of auditory parasites of all kinds and serve as an antidote to the image of Cliff's twee twitching jive and expel intestinal parasites into the bargain. Caution: do not view if you are in denial about the connection between rock and the male libido or are easily offended.<br /><br />The two books I mention are 'Ian Dury, the Definitive Biography ' by Will Birch and<br />'How's Your Dad', by Zoe Street Howe. Both of which I can recommend.<br /><br />*The title of any Ian Dury song, for those not familiar with his work. Strikes a chord with me!Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8149782513824608954.post-75877112636739272472010-07-20T21:24:00.000+01:002010-07-21T11:31:10.247+01:00Jeremy Clarkson for 33.33333pI always check out the charity stall opposite me on Friday. There's often cheap books available. Amongst the usual stale decomposing Browns, Koontz, Grishams, Rowlings, and so on, I find a couple of decent poetry books: The Oxford Book of Nineteenth Century Verse and The Everyman's Book Evergreen Verse. Good solid poetry ideal for chanting out loud, iambic pentameters and sonnets galore. The books are three for a pound so I have to choose another. It's all trash to my snobby eye so I pick one at random. It's a collection of Jeremy Clarkson's essays. <div><br /></div><div>I return to my stall. It is quiet due to a a strong warm wind blowing through the market, a kind of Sirocco due to global warming, I surmise. It's a malicious wind which leaves dust all over my show cases and knocks over and breaks my favourite Green Man mirror. </div><div><br /></div><div>I distract myself by leafing through the Clarkson book. I have to admit that it is pithy and witty but the opinions espouses, his unremitting optimism, faux common sense grate after a few pages. I object to just about everything he stands for particularly his jolly dismissal of climate change and Health & Safety law. Glib, ridiculous and ill informed. One can see why people refer to him as a twat. Please excuse this vulgar expression, not one that I would use myself, but it does seems appropriate in Clarkson's case. Fortunately I only paid 3.333333 recurring pence for his book which is about his worth in my eyes. </div><div><br /></div><div>In a civilised country he'd be given community service and compelled to do care work for victims of road traffic accidents and industrial diseases. He'd be banned from reading Car Mags too. They're techno-porn. They cause addictions which make to difficult for men to maintain intimate relationships. Instead he'd be made to study poetry, some Willie Blake and Al Ginsberg perhaps. And memorise this line from John Cooper Clark:<i> Nobody's got a good word for you , I have, TWAT.</i></div>Phil Ashcrofthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12223225003614447444noreply@blogger.com0